Next Step

I've been here for less than a year and I've got my next transfer!

While everybody is looking at it as if some great calamity has befallen me, I feel so excited that I can barely contain myself.

It's not because there have been problems here which I found hard to cope with, they were getting sorted out one by one, and what is life without challenges, I've learned so much from each of those hurdles.

I feel like I'm off to my next big adventure! Going to new places, meeting new people, I just can't wait.

I hope I run into someone who would want to go on all the adventures with me and who would make me want to settle down someday.

My friends always thought that I would have a love marriage, coz I'm such a die-hard romantic.But  I ended up proving all of them wrong. I believe I was worried about what it would do to my parents, it felt as if I was betraying their trust.

I feel free now. I don't feel the weight of expectations dragging me down. I can fly. I didn't betray their trust, just that the one they found for me never deserved me.

The one I think I fell for was Richard Castle- Kate Beckett. He was so childish and so mature at the same time. He was a bag of contrasts- annoying and adorable, dumb and smart- and so differentfrom all the macho stuff  that is thrown at our face from television and magazines, he was sensitive, vulnerable. He cared. He understood. He was real. I wish there would me more men like him. I  think this world can use more sensitive and less macho.

So, who knows what's out there! And I can't wait to find out!